Im just not sure.

So I was born in raised for 12 years in Las Vegas before I came to New Kent and I lived there for about 3 months before moving to Highland Springs. I have learned that even though I have moved around alot in lived in different houses nothing will ever be the same as our old house in Vegas. I guess cause I was raised there and I lived there when my mom and brother were still alive and we were all one big happy family. Ya know? Im not saying my life is bad cause it is far from it! I really do love my life and my step-mom really is great but something has always been missing... I mean I dated the same guy for 3 almost 4 years. He, by the way was my first boyfriend and he ended up cheating on me but life lessons really did come out of all that :) but anyway I thought love was what I was missing but I was wrong I really need was to feel trusted. My brother and me use to share everything I knew everything about him and he knew everything about me. I had a friend open up to me the other day and I was able to help and I felt trusted and needed once again. The hole in my gut finally went away...